Neville Goddard 12-02-1968
God's almighty power and
wisdom expresses itself most characteristically in the acceptance of
what the world calls weakness or foolishness.
Matthew
tells the story of one who - Knowing himself to be the
personification of God's creative power and wisdom - questions
himself, saying: "If you are the Son of God, turn this stone
into bread." (Matthew 4) Then he quoted the 8th chapter of
Deuteronomy, saying: "It is written, 'Man shall not live by
bread alone, but by every word that proceeds out of the mouth of
God.' “Here we discover that his hunger is no longer for bread
made with flour, but for the hearing of the word of God, with
understanding. The conflict recorded in this chapter is taking place
in the mind of the individual, although it appears to be happening on
the outside. Standing on the pinnacle, his adversary quoted the 91st
Psalm, saying: "If you are the Son of God cast yourself down
from here, for it is written, 'He will give his angels power to lift
you up lest you dash your foot against a stone.'" Then, quoting
the 6th chapter of Deuteronomy, he replied: "It is written, 'You
shall not tempt the Lord your God.' "
In the third
and final temptation he is shown all of the kingdoms of the earth and
their glory, when the adversary said: "All of these are yours if
you will bend down and worship me." Again, quoting the 6th
chapter of Deuteronomy, he replies: "It is written, 'You shall
worship the Lord your God and him only shall you serve.' "Then
the adversary departs, and the great ministry begins. Who is the Lord
your God, that you should worship and serve? Your own wonderful human
imagination, he who is one with the God who created the world. The
richest definition of God given to us in scripture is: the Father of
the Lord our God. I discovered I was God's son by experiencing
scripture, but the son and God the Father are one!
Both
the Father and the Son are defined as power, with wisdom added to the
Son. In the Book of Mark, the high priest asked: "Are you the
Christ, the Son of the Blessed?" and he replied, "I am, and
you shall see the Son of man sitting at the right hand of Power."
Power is capitalized in this passage, as it is the name given to God.
In the Book of Luke, he is first called the Blessed, then Power, I am
called the wisdom of God. Matthew tells of one who knows God has
unfolded within him, and all of the characteristics of God as
belonging to him - but he is puzzled and puts himself to the test.
Scripture tells the story as though another being appears; but when
God unveils himself, you question yourself, saying: if this is true,
I should be able to do anything, for all things are possible to God.
But I must not tempt the Lord. The only way is to trust him. So again
let me repeat: God's almighty power and wisdom expresses itself most
characteristically in the acceptance of what the world calls weakness
or foolishness.
When I was drafted, and we as a country
were at war, in the eyes of the world I was foolish to believe that I
could be honorably discharged without going to war. As far as the
world was concerned, I was in for the duration, but I didn't want any
part of it. I firmly believed that Jesus Christ was my own wonderful
human imagination, that he was one with God, and that all things were
possible to him. I knew I could not compel God to do anything. That
He would act only as I imagined!
Trusting God, I slept
as though I were honorably discharged and out of the army. I did
everything in my mind's eye that I would do were it a physical fact,
and fell asleep in that knowledge. Then, in vision, I saw my
discharge paper with the word "Disapproved" crossed out and
the hand of God write "Approved" above it in bold script.
And when I heard the words: "That which I have done, I have
done. Do nothing!" I did nothing. Nine days later I was
honorably discharged and back in my home in New York
City.
Remembering what I had done to get out of the
army, when I was confronted with a similar problem a few years later,
I applied the same principle to get out of the island of Barbados.
Like Paul, I knew whom I have believed; so when I was told I could
not leave the island for months, I assumed once more that I am where
I would like to be. I slept in the assumption it was true, and within
hours the confirmation was mine. So you see, I know, from
experimental faith, the one in whom I believe. You must believe in
your human imagination and make him the rock upon which you stand. He
is the Lord your God, and the only one whom you serve. If you are
going to serve another, then you do not know God. If your boss tells
you to do what he says and eventually you will get a raise, and your
trust is in your boss, then you don't trust the Lord your God. Put
your faith in anyone outside of your own wonderful human imagination
and you don't trust God, for there is no other creative power!
If
you put your trust in knowing the right people, having stocks and
bonds, or money in the bank, you are trusting false gods. In 1925 I
was in London, dancing for one hundred pounds a week. That was $480
U.S. dollars. We had an offer to go to Paris and on to Germany if we
would accept payment in marks or francs, but we declined, for they
were of no value. Their money was printed so fast, the paper was more
valuable than that which was printed on it. I had traveled to London
with a German family who were American by adoption. They had enormous
securities in marks, and thought themselves very rich; but when we
returned, they were poorer than church mice, as every cent they had
was gone. Putting their trust in German marks was trusting a false
god. Your boss is a false god. I don't care what it is - everything
outside of self is false.
Now, after the third
temptation we discover the mind is at peace, and there is no more
conflict within. There is no devil, no Satan - only doubts. Doubt, in
the mind of one who was born by the grace of God, gives God the
feeling of impossibility. In Blake's “Vision of the Last
Judgment” he so wisely personified doubt, saying: "Satan
thinks that sin displeases God. He ought to know that nothing
displeases God but unbelief and eating of the tree of knowledge of
good and evil."
Unless you believe you are the one
you formerly believed to be up in heaven, and therefore outside of
you, you will continue to miss your mark in life. Believing in
himself when confronted by the last temptation, he said: "You
shall worship the Lord your God, and him only shall you serve."
Are you serving him? If so, things will come to pass, for there is no
other channel that one can accept, other than confidence and trust in
self! Believe in the Lord thy God one hundred per cent! If you need a
certain amount of money and you have no collateral or anyone to turn
to on the outside, will you trust the Lord your God to provide it for
you? Knowing that all things are possible to God, will you turn to
him in absolute confidence and trust, and mentally assume you had the
money? Not being concerned as to how the money will come to you, will
you test God's power and wisdom by falling asleep aware of having the
money? If you will, you are serving God and in a way your surface
mind could not devise, the money will be yours. Then, having tested
the depths of your own being, you will know whom (not what) you have
trusted. You will know whom you have believed. And that sure
knowledge will vindicate your past trust. This is how God's wonderful
principle works.
One night in New York City I was on the
radio from midnight until 6:00 o'clock in the morning, with a panel
of five men and one moderator. When I spoke of imagination creating
reality, a professor said: "If that is true, turn this white
pencil into a yellow one." I said: "All right. Bring me
some yellow paint and I will do it." Wanting me to use my
imagination and change the pencil instantly, I said: "You know,
you are the scoffer of the Bible. I tell you, you shall not tempt the
Lord your God." Then he questioned: "Are you my God?"
and I replied: "I didn't say that. You must find the Lord your
God, because you are tempting him. You do not know it, because you
haven't found him yet, but you will." Every child born of woman
will reveal himself as the Son of God, and know he is God's power and
wisdom. And since all things are possible to God, all things are
possible to him. Then, confronting himself, when his adversary says:
"Turn this pencil into a yellow one," he will imagine it
yellow. If the pencil remains white when he thinks of it, he has not
trusted the Lord. But if he persists in having a yellow pencil, by
trusting the Lord completely, someone he may admire or does not want
to offend, will give him a yellow one.
Whatever your
desire may be, imagine it is fulfilled, and trust the Lord your God
implicitly. If it takes a million people to play the part they must
play in order to produce what you have assumed you are, they will do
it. This is the world in which we live.
Jesus Christ is
your own wonderful human imagination! Believe me. The Father's name
is I AM. Everyone who can say I AM is God's image, yet there is only
one God the Father! Learn to trust your I Amness and firmly believe
in him, and you will know the day when the Lord shall be king over
all the earth, and his name shall be one, and the Lord one! I have
found the Lord of whom Moses and the law and the prophets wrote. I
heard of him and learned to trust him, long before He unveiled
himself in me in a series of events which belong only to the Son of
God. Then I knew I was the identical being that the world worships on
the outside, and calls Jesus Christ.
Men go to church
and pray to a god who does not exist, when the only God makes man
alive, for man could not breathe, were God not housed within him. So
when you find God, trust him implicitly; but let me warn you: He will
not accept your orders! Only as you imagine the wish fulfilled, will
He act upon it. Tonight, as you put your head on that pillow, snuggle
into the mood of the wish fulfilled in absolute confidence, and trust
that God has ways and means your surface mind knows not of. I urge
you to believe me, that you also may say with Paul: "I know whom
I have believed." You will not fail, when you find the Lord your
God, who is your own wonderful human imagination. You will learn to
trust him completely. Knowing there is no need to help God by
devising the means to fulfill your desire, you will move under
compulsion, when the time for its fulfillment appears.
A
lady I know took off to Paris with her two children, leaving her maid
in charge of her apartment in New York City. When the lady returned,
the apartment was empty, and the maid was no where to be found. The
lady contacted the police, hired private detectives, and did
everything humanly possible to find her furniture - to no avail. Then
she came to me. We sat quietly in the silence and she returned to her
apartment in her imagination. She walked through the rooms, feeling
conscious of being there, now! She saw the furniture just as it had
been before, touched the keys of her piano, and knew everything was
back in place again.
A few days later, this lady went to
her bank on Madison Avenue. Leaving the bank, she turned in the wrong
direction and walked one block before she realized what she was
doing. Looking down, she saw a familiar pair of ankles, and suddenly
realized she had found her maid. As the light changed, she grabbed
the girl and made her take her to where the furniture was stored.
This lady now has her furniture back, every piece intact. All we did
was trust the Lord our God. What would I have done to find the
furniture for her, when the New York police or private detectives
could not? But we trusted the Lord, our God. We didn't get down on
our knees and plead for help, but simply sat in the silence and
imagined. I assumed she was telling me she had found the furniture,
and everything was in perfect order. When we broke the silence, I -
trusting the Lord to bring it to pass - simply forgot it.
So
I ask: who is the Lord who creates all things? I am! Scripture tells
us that all things were made by the Lord, and without him was not
anything made that was made. I know exactly what we did and I know
what happened, therefore, I know exactly how it was made! Man finds
it difficult to believe that such a power is housed within him. He
reads the scripture: "Do you not realize that Jesus Christ, the
power and wisdom of God who is one with God is in you?" and
still bows before man-made little altars, and believes that someone
on the outside is especially equipped to interpret God for
him.
There are those who dare to claim that they are the
sole deposit of the wisdom of God. What nonsense! God is housed in
every child born of woman. But, being misled, man worships a false
God, one who never existed and never will exist. There is no
intermediary between you and God. Don't think of God with Jesus
Christ as the intermediary between you and Him. There is only God! He
became just as you are, that you may become as He is! This is the
story.
The King James Version of the 20th chapter of the
Book of Acts gives the true, literal translation of the Greek as: "By
the blood of God we are redeemed." The RSV translated the word
as "Lord", which always means "Jesus". But
redemption comes from God. Becoming just as you are, with all of your
weaknesses and limitations that you may become as He is, God redeems
you, for you are his love! Trust God completely. He uses the weakness
and foolishness of man, because the wisdom of this world is
foolishness in his eyes. Men think themselves so wise. Rationalizing
everything, man thinks he will find God one day on some planet or in
a corner, but he never will. Man will go to the moon, the stars, and
every place he desires, because whatever man can imagine, man can
do!
Someone, today, who knows nothing of science, is
dreaming fiction; and tomorrow the so-called scientific mind will
devise the means to fulfill it, because God is the one who is writing
the fiction and fulfilling it, and all things are possible to God. I
urge you to dream your fiction and trust the Lord, your God
implicitly that you, too, may say: "I know whom I have
believed." Then let it happen, and it will.
Many
years ago my father and brother, Victor, went to see a spot
overlooking the water on 35 acres, which is quite large on the island
of Barbados. Three sisters lived in a home there, and sold their
cattle to my father. At the time he mentioned he would be interested
in purchasing their property if they should ever desire to sell.
Then, turning to Victor, he said: "This would be the ideal spot
for a hotel." A few years later the ladies decided to sell. One
man with a great deal of money wanted those 35 acres very much, but
was in Brazil the day my father - who had imagined owning it - bought
it. Now a beautiful hotel is on that spot. It is very popular and
always crowded winter and summer, all because my father had a dream
and dared to trust the Lord his God, who he knew to be within
himself.
My father would never go to church. He didn't
like the minister at all. What wonderful stories we have of my father
and the minister. One day the minister said to my father: "I am
one of the chosen." My father looked at him and said: "I
wouldn't have chosen you." He was just as brash as that with
everything he did. He had no respect for the man. He never saw the
inside of a church, except when we children were baptized. When my
sixth brother was to be baptized - by this same minister - my father
took two sea captains as godfathers. At the last moment the minister
asked if the two gentlemen were Episcopalians, and when one claimed
to be a Presbyterian and the other a Methodist, the minister informed
my father that the child could not be baptized with these men as
godfathers. With that my father said: "Give me my son. I will
baptize him myself." He took the child out of the minister's
arms, dipped his free hand in the water, sprinkled it on the child's
face and said: "In the name of Jesus, your name is Fred"
and walked out. And that's his name -Fred Goddard. That's the kind of
man my father was and still is. Not a bone in his body lacked
courage. He found the Lord as his own wonderful human imagination, so
when he wanted something he simply imagined he had it, and walked in
that knowledge.
I promise you, when you find the Lord
and really trust him, you will know a peace you have never known
before. You will never again bow before anything or anyone. Knowing
that only your own wonderful human imagination is holy, He will be
the only one you will ever serve!
Now let us go into the
silence.